I hate it when I feel like this. I hate when I feel so crapy and yet I have things that I want to do things at the same time. Part of me wants to curl up in bed, and not do anything for the rest of my days. I mean I can't even go to the bathroom right. Who doesn't even know to go to the bathroom right at my age? God....It's an awful feeling.
At yet at the same time I want nothing more then to go out and forget it all. I want to eat chocolate and peanut butter and all the things that will bind me up because there's nothing I can do about it anymore. Use a supository right? Well I did that and you know what happened...nothing...not a damned thing. So I want to go online, talk to people, and not give a damm about whether or not I could go to the bathroom or not...the thing is...I don't know if that can happen..
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