Someone wants to hold me and the world tells me it's wrong. Someone wants to hold me and feel every crevice so that I know for a fact that he believes I'm beautiful. He wants to show me that he loves my body and he loves me and thinks I'm beautiful both inside and out.
I don't know what to do. I thought I had the answer. I thought I was going to tell him no more, but the truth is that I can't the honest truth is that my heart is too fragile not to want to allow him to take me in his arms and show me how he feels. The other thing is, in my heart of hearts, I know that if he were here right now, I would let him do it and feel good afterwards. The sheer fact that he's not her makes me cry.
Why can't I believe that I am a beautiful person. Why am I always telling myself that everything is my fault? Why can't I accept that I am a good person with only the best of intentions? I don't know anymore and it's driving me crazy. Please please please, if anyone knows or understands what this is like I would like to hear from you. Thank you and blessed be.
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